hey november...

Finally a girlfriend..

A month full of happiness, mystery and surprises.

Salamat zee for understanding LOTS OF MY IDEOLOGY and PHILOSOPHY in life.

"Acceptance"

Ikaw yan!!

Yes, I'm different..

Yes, I don't court anyone, even you..

still okay pa din sayo ang lahat. =]

and yes, I love you zee...

I hope we know more from each other..

(Balak ko sanang isulat to sa papel pero mas feel ko palang itype..)

3 = 0

Wala, ganun din pala.

Masama talaga ang nag-eexpect.

Mahirap din naman manghula.

Kung nakakabasa lang ako ng isip at damdamin eh.

Pero syempre spoiler mangyayari dun!

Dapat kasi di ko na inisip na meron pa.

Pero kasi naman friendship na lang habol ko.

Nagka-lamat ba?

Di naman di ba? o AKO na naman ang NAG-IISIP ng ganun.

Utak gagamitin ko ngayon.

Yun ang nararapat.

oh aisaka nahihirapan ako.

Di mo naman kasalanan to.

Ako lang naman yung nagiisip ng mga hindi dapat.

Pero di ba pede mangyari yung gusto ko?

Gusto ko lang naman maging shoulder mo anytime.

Kaya ko naman eh.

Mahalaga ka kasi sakin.

Kaya ko naman.

Kaya ko.

Toe Live in Manila 4.19.13

At last, nakapunta na din ako sa concert ng toe. =]

The following videos are from my cellphone while waiting the concert to start:

(this part should be a description on what happened on this day but naaah, too lazy to recall now. *I wrote this part at 9/14/13* too lazy eh?)

It doesn't hurt that much anymore.

Yes indeed! Medyo di na masakit nung tinignan ko mga pictures nya. Kahit na may mga pictures pa din na kasama nya sya.
Pero tingin ko at naobserbahan ko break na yata sila ng boyfriend nya. =] (dapat ba maging masaya o sympathy ang maramdaman?)

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Isang gabi pagka-open ko ng facebook ko may isang friend request akong natanggap. Di ko inaasahan galing sa kanya ang request. Isang request na medyo tinitigan ko sandali. Nakakagulat kasi na sa kanya galing since blocked yung facebook ko sa account nya which is sinadyang i-block ako ng boyfriend nya noon.

Pero lumipas ang dalawa o tatlong taon eh eto mukang naka-unblock na ako.
Mukang nag-break na sila.
Mukang ayaw na nya sa kanya?
Mukang magkaka-usap na naman kami.

Pero...

Eto na nga kaya yung time na magiging ayos na para sa akin?
Tingin ko kasi wala naman YATA syang naging problema sa pagkawala ng communication namin o sabihin na natin na di siguro sya ganun ka-affected nung time na yun?, pero ewan ko...
Medyo ayoko ng alamin pa. =[

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Ano ba dapat kong maramdaman?
Ano ba dapat kong gawin?

Ngayong may nagugugstuhan na akong iba tsaka sya babalik?

O sadyang nag-aASSUME lang ako ng bumabalik sya?


Gumising ka na MIKZ!!

::)
eto alien smiley para sayo.

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Go Indie!

Happy to announce the new addition to my melodrama(well not really, for exaggeration purposes only) playlist.

First on the list is:

Time Lapse

"A project emerging between instrumental music and remanence state inspired by math rock/post rock movements. we always imagine playing in a video game background, movie soundtracks collaborated with fast forward and slow motion videos. we hope our name speaks by itself."

-their description on their Facebook page.

[can't access the embed feature of Soundcloud today, so here's the link (click me) in one of their songs instead :)]

I heard them first on www.bootleg-radio.com while listening to my Tuesday afternoon fix, Love Drug Revolution.

Sabi ko, "wow, nice track". Then, di ko inakala na indie/post rock/math rock pala genre nila =]. Hihihihihi. Then I started searching their songs on the net. Started to replay their "Motion in Pixels" over and over again.

The 8-bit sounds and the instruments blends so softly. It matches the "makulit" sound of 8-bit sound. (redundancy strikes!)

Hoping to watch them live, and their upcoming songs.
(I hope they write more songs.)

Then here comes, Sleep is the Enemy.

"A 6 piece, nocturnal bunch."

-from their (Facebook page).

Well, this is totally different from Time Lapse. From their band influences, mainly:

Toe, B-Quartet, Augustana, Explosions In The Sky, Deftones, Our Lady Peace, MuteMath, Love Me Butch, Lowercase Noises, Enemies, Stereophonics, Brand New, The Boxer Rebellion, Minus the Bear, Electrico, Up Dharma Down, Malay, Enemies of Saturn

I think this is the reason why I instantly became their fan. Eh toe ba naman at Up Dharma Down (both respectable and one of the best indie band I ever heard). Even thought I still don't know the lyrics of their songs, I know and I feel that they are good.
Well, if I can still update my description for them, I'll update this post as much as I can.


Then comes my realization, I'm totally hooked to the Indie(Independent) scene. Yung feeling na "I want more.". Sa bawat indie band na nadidiscover ko ayun medyo lumiliit na yung gap between great and poor mainstream bands (medyo hater?).


Anyway, I think band reviews muna ang magiging laman ng mga blogpost ko, which I think it will take ages before I can post again. =]

Ciao.

Plurk.

Teka, wala pang 2am?
so that means wala pang malisya to?
hahaha.

eto para sa inyo,
pakinggan nyo to.
LSS eh.


anyway, eto ulet ako ginanahan mag-blog.
kahit na mga russian ang bumibisita.
kahit na soooobrang tinatamad ako this past few months.
kahit na naiinspire ako gumawa pero la tinatamad pa din.
kahit na 0 views yung mga nakaaraang post ko.
kahit na nagloloko na naman keyboard ko.
kahit na ganun, wala akong pakialam.

pero kung babasahin mo, magiging masaya ako.
kahit lalaki ka pa.
kahit bading ka pa.
kahit babae ka pa.
kahit lesbi ka pa.
kahit napadaan ka lang.
kahit na naredirect ka lang sa blog ko from an unknown site.


10:24pm march 13, 2013, halalan.
mananalo yata yung gusto naming manalo na mayor.
pati na din sa vice.
overloaded na din ang website ng gma, comelec o kung anong site pa pede magbigay ng UNOFFICIAL at PARTIAL results ng eleksyon.
nakakatuwa mga reaksyon ng tao sa pagkapasok ni binay (at biglang nagloko keyboard ko habang tinatype ko name nya haahahahahaha) sa senatorial seat.


10:32pm
nahinto ako saglit sa pagsusulat sa blog.
hininaan ang electric fan.
tumingin sa twitter ng trending.
nagloko ulet ang keyboard.
at itutuloy na ang balak ikwento.


10:41pm
nagkita kami this month.
si clich.
di ko maiwasang mag-isip.
maging dictionary.
di ko maiwasang gawan ng meaning ang bawat action.
ang bawat tingin.
nakakalito.
sa malamang, ako lang nagiisip nito.
ako lang yung nakakaramdam ng ganito.
yung pagkalito.
hanggang ngayon pa din kasi. . .
kahit na di ka maniwala.
tssss..

"di mo naman sya mahuhuling nakatingin kung di sya nakatingin sayo"

puro yan ang ginagawang defence ng puso ko.
tss ang korniiiii..
pero i need to express this.
ayokong maniwala sa mga nararamdaman ko ngayon.
parang OA at mali na din sa madaming bagay.
at alam ko bugso lang din to ng damdamin ko.


10:50pm
malapit na pala pasukan.
nagpapasalamat ako kay Lord.
salamat sa walang bagsak na grado ngayong semestre.

Kahit na may mababa, tanggap ko naman.
sana sa susunod na sem, ayos maging mga teacher ko.
kung hindi ayos, SANA magawa ko to sa magiging teacher ko na tatamad-tamad.

tama na..
bye.


(ang lupet kasi.)

Wait, what?

Seriously, russia?

But still i think I'm still friend-love with you.

Pag-ibig. (A valentine special)

Maraming nagagawa ang pag-ibig. Isa na dito ay matututo ka mag-edit ng video at photos.




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(Search for morse code)

YES! I'm annoyed. I'm annoyed to the fact that I really hate teaching people especially to my classmates. There's this feeling that I'm not contented to what just I did. That I can't accept the fact that there will be no reward or such.

This was supposed to be a special post since I created them last feb. well whatever I'll still post this.
Since it's on my draft.

Home Alone. Toe Tomorrow. Effort.

To start of..
I realize my phone's video recording capability sucks.
Instead of trashing/wasting my effort I still uploaded it though you can't barely hear my freakin' voice.
It's called a half/day with me.
HAHAHAHAHA. KITAAAAAAAA~~~ _l¯lO

ooooh by the way.. starting to create a youtube series.
This is my First Let's Play series and it's called "Miiikz Plays".

Content

UPDATE: planning to create a Vlog before going to the concert. =]


I NEED MORE CONTENT.

well actually madami naman ako naiisip na ilagay sa blog ko.
yun lang di ko nailalagay.
nasasayang.
natatapon lang.

wala eh, nagpromise na naman ako sa sarili ko.

well eto na lang update para sa sarili ko.

=]

YES I'M GOING TO TOE CONCERT ON 19th.

REFRESH. F5

Vlog. #1

The webcam app for windows 8 is a bit crap.
LOW FPS. so I'm sorry for the lag.

Reese and updates.

So as I said to my last blog post which is here that I will write in English.
Just to satisfy my foreigner readers (I still hope that they truly read it).
First of all this is not my native language, so if i make a mistake (wrong spelling, grammar and so on and so forth) please do forgive me.

So meet my newly discovered crush and idol (cause she's so talendted in music), Reese Lansangan.
Well I don't know how to EXACTLY express my feelings towards her when I first heard her songs (both originals and with Vica).
I actually heard them (Reese and Vica) first on bootleg-radio with their original song "Alice" then *boom* that's where all it started.

I started researching the internet about them.
Discovered some new indie songs.
Then when I started noticing her at each of her videos, I started to like her personally as a fan and...
Anyway, she makes me smile and I feel inspired just by listening on her originals (songs).
I think there's some spells or "gayuma" on her lyrics/songs that I'm so hooked into.
Well if you ask me, I want to be under her spell even more.

I really enjoyed the Trophy Boy and NBSB.
It feels like it's dedicated to me.

I want to support her by any means and as much as I can.
I also hoping that I can be her friend.

So Reese, if you read this post can we be friends?

:)

40th... (matamlay)

Well this is supposed to be my 40th post and supposed to be gagawin kong special to.
peroooo... wala..
nakalimutan ko na mga balak kong ipost dito..

well, I'll just share something..
mga nangyari this past few months..

so kamusta na nga ba si mikz?
so faaaaar..
madaming drama, pero syempre madami din tawa.
the only thing na nakakatrigger sa drama ko eh yung pagiging single..
pero alam ko naman na di dapat maging conscious.

ang hirap kase sakin para akong may PMS?
well, di lang naman kasi babae ang nakakaramdam ng lungkot bigla-bigla..
as in sudden change of mood.

hmmmmm ano pa baaaaaa?
sa pagiging Christian..
ayun medyo tumamlay.
though may fire pero basta..
si Lord na bahala sakin..


wala na akong maisip para maging special sa paningin at pananaw ko tong post na to.
and I'm planning to change the language I'm using at making my post.
Cause I saw oh the blogger stats, marami daw akong audience from US.
Well, hopefully and I believe that they're reading my blog post, lalo na kung pilipino..